For the first time since this hair-brained notion entered my head, I actually think I can physically do this!! I've never doubted my mental capacity, I'm just crazy enough to think I can do ANYTHING, but I was becoming a little unsure of whether or not my body was going to allow it. Tonight was my answer! I can absolutely do this and my body IS going to let me!
After my coach heard that I did so well with the kickboard workout last night, he decided to let me just swim and see what I could do. He encouraged me to try some of the Total Immersion techniques I'd watched online and see if I could figure some of it out on my own. I wasn't sure what to expect but headed to the Y with moderately high hopes.
I started out visualizing what I needed to tell my body to do based on the videos I'd watched. (A very useful skill taught to me by my mother.) I wasn't sure if I could get everything in sync as it needed to be but I sure was willing to give it a shot. I began by kicking off the side and gliding in the water until my progress started to slow then I took my first full breath and new arm stroke. I could immediately tell a huge difference in the way my body was moving through the water. I quickly found that I couldn't get the kick synchronized with the arm stroke as shown in the video so I decided to just do without it. Randy has been telling me that he's going to tie my feet together and make me swim using my arms only so I figured, "what the heck, I'll just do it on my own today"!
I finished the first few lengths and started to get excited. I felt great in the water! Everything felt so natural, like I was born to do this. I could feel my body sliding through the water, my arm strokes efficient, even without kicking my legs. For the first time, I wasn't out of breath at the end of each length!
I continued to focus on my movements, trying to make my arms move both in and out of the water the way they should. I found myself entering into a good rhythm. If not for counting the lengths to keep track of my progress, I'm sure I would have easily slipped into a "zen" state. This is how swimming should feel! This is why I love it!
I completed 60 lengths, all freestyle, and would have kept going but the lifeguard kicked me out.....end of lap swim for the night. I know that doesn't sound like much to a seasoned, well-conditioned swimmer but to me, this is HUGE!
Is it the tar and nicotine finally leaving my system? Has my body just been waiting for something like this? Am I just a giant ball of untapped energy and potential? I guess we'll find out. Tonight gave me a glimpse of all the great opportunities that lie ahead. I know I'll be ready to compete in the Big Shoulders 5K in Chicago a year from now and I'm excited to see what other challenges I can tackle between now and then.
Lesson - never think you're too old or it's too late to do something you've always dreamed of! Never tell yourself you can't accomplish your goals! YOU CAN DO IT!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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Emily,
ReplyDeleteKeep it up! You are going to reach this goal. I am certain that as you continue to work and refine your technique and stroke that you will quickly become a force to be reckoned with. I've been thinking about your posts and will offer you this idea . . .sometimes, the person who comes to the table last and inexperienced is able to shake things up and think outside the box to discover new ways of overcoming an obstacle. I know as you continue to train and research that ultimately, it will be that voice inside of you that will guide you across that channel. You can do this . . . I have no doubt about it!
Emily,
ReplyDeleteI really enjoyed your postings thus far. This is an exciting adventure you have embarked on.
It brings to mind a quote I have had on my fridge so long that it is faded to the point of hardly being able to read it. I will share it with you and maybe it will give you some inspiration.
"If you march confidently in the direction of your own dreams and endeavor to live a life that you have imagined you will meet with success in uncommon hours". Thoreau
You go girl!!